Comfortably numb
That states exactly how I feel. I can’t seem to focus on anything that I enjoy doing. I don’t feel like singing or playing my guitar, I can’t find the words to write something decent, no inspiration for song lyrics, not even for bad ones…I don’t feel like learning something new or remembering something old. I don’t feel like cleaning up the house, I don’t enjoy cooking anymore, I’m not listening to music, or playing computer games. I just sit here…in front of the computer waiting for time to pass by…and it does. Sadly enough time goes by, he doesn’t care if I’m bored or in the mood for something fun…he goes about his business anyway.
I have to get out of this mood soon…at least I hope I will.
